I see fire – Ed Sheeran

Oh, misty eye of the mountain below
Keep careful watch of my brothers‘ souls
And should the sky be filled with fire and smoke
Keep watching over Durin’s son

If this is to end in fire
Then we should all burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night
Calling out father, stand by and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side

And if we should die tonight
Then we should all die together
Raise a glass of wine for the last time
Calling out father, prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
And I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze
And I hope that you’ll remember me

Oh, should my people fall
Then surely I’ll do the same
Confined in mountain halls
We got too close to the flame
Calling out father hold fast and we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on the mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
And I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze
And I hope that you’ll remember me

And if the night is burning
I will cover my eyes
For if the dark returns then
My brothers will die
And as the sky’s falling down
It crashed into this lonely town
And with that shadow upon the ground
I hear my people screaming out

Now I see fire, inside the mountain
I see fire, burning the trees
I see fire, hollowing souls
I see fire, blood in the breeze

I see fire, oh you know I saw a city burning (fire)
I see fire, feel the heat upon my skin (fire)
And I see fire (fire)
And I see fire burn auburn on the mountain side

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How thorny can be love?

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How thorny can be love
with all the strings and spikes?
How hard is life
with all the struggle you live in?
How fair is the world
with betrayal, pain and misfortune?
Is it bad?
Worse than all the good things?
Can you overcome all these reasons?
I pray for your strength.
I hope that you can see all the beauty in life.
I hope you can see the red rose in all these thorns.
I wish that you feel the air and the sun shining warm on your face
even though there is a cold breeze.
Love is hard, there is nothing harder than love.
But there is nothing easier as well.
With trust and faith and a little luck you feel the real love in all these thorns.

Was Menschen tun

Manchmal hab ich das Gefühl, dass auch aus dem letzten Menschen der tiefste Abgrund rausbrechen kann, wenn Geld und Macht ins Spiel kommen.
Wo ist das Gute in den Menschen, wenn sie nur noch ihre eigene Position unter allen anderen sehen. Wo ist die Hilfsbereitschaft, die Risikobereitschaft? Wo ist das Vertrauen in die Fähigkeiten von anderen Menschen? Gibt es sowas überhaupt noch? Vertrauen unter Menschen?
Wenn man nicht mehr vertrauen kann, wie kann man noch auf die Straße gehen und leben? Wie kann man sich selbst im Spiegel anschauen ohne Angst zu haben, dass mein Gesicht nicht morgen anders aussehen könnte?
Warum tun Menschen, was Menschen tun? Wir sehen die Kriege und das Leid auf dieser Welt. Wir bedauern die Menschen die durch solche Situationen leiden, aber wir haben nicht den Mut die kleinen Kriege in unserem Herzen zu durchbrechen und gehen so das Risiko ein, anderen Menschen Leid zuzufügen. Genau das gleiche Leid, dass wir vorhin bei Fremden noch bedauert haben, das tun wir jetzt Freunden oder Bekannten an. Ist das noch menschlich? Ist das noch eine Welt in der man leben kann?
Gibt es keine Alternativen mehr zu Geiz und Macht und Reichtum in unserer heutigen Welt. Muss das höchste Ziel das wir haben immer auch das tiefste sein? Muss Macht über Liebe stehen und muss Wohlstand wirklich über inneren Frieden stehen? Ist unsere Gesellschaft so verkommen, dass es keinen Ausweg gibt für die Menschen, die mit dieser Philosophie nichts anfangen können?
Warum ist so viel Reinheit in einem Sonnenaufgang und wir bauen Mauern vor unsere Fenster? Wie kann ich Liebe verstehen, wenn alles was ich sehe Angst ist? Ist da Leben in dieser Welt? Wirkliches Leben, wirkliche liebe, wirkliche Freundschaft, wirkliches Vertrauen?
Oder muss ich warten, bis diese Welt vergangen ist um zu sehen, was wirklicher Frieden kann?

Love Like Aliens

I see so many broken hearts around
I dreamed to find a love amongst the stars and of the ground
Maybe there’s a place where tears don’t exist
and let it make a love much more than what we think it is
and they touch with their thoughts
it’s a super rush when they blast up
that’s why

I wanna love like the aliens do
I wanna love out of this world for me and you
I wanna love like the aliens do
I wanna love out of this world for me and you
and I wanna love and I need a love just like the aliens
and I wanna love and I need a love just like the aliens

when they come here we see lights in the sky
they give a whole new meaning to the term ‚when sparks light‘
when they say forever it’s a deal
cause etarnal life in their world is real
when they love there’s no pain
and their feelings for each other never faint

I wanna love like the aliens do
I wanna love out of this world for me and you
I wanna love like the aliens do
I wanna love out of this world for me and you
and I wanna love and I need a love just like the aliens
and I wanna love and I need a love just like the aliens

between hope and despair

Between hope and despair
is where I am.
I’m waiting
waiting for you.
Ever since I left you
I was waiting for you to come
and hold me.
Take me
with you.
But you never came.
Because I never saw
that you never left me
really
I was blind
Now I’m waiting.
Again
for a word
just to hear your beautiful voice
and all I see is your word
every word.
I’m carving for more
but I know there is no more.
There is only
what you give me.
It has to be enough
for I am losing you again
if I want more
I’m longing for your touch
for your lips
your incredible kiss
but there is your life
and mine
which are in the way.
Is there hope
for being with you
once again?
Or will I die
waiting for something that cannot be achieved?
I will wait
because losing you again
may never be an option again.
I don’t want to live without you anymore.
I see so much more
in your eyes
in your life.
I see your beauty
and all the goodness
in your soul
for all that I never saw before.
And I am so afraid
that I can never show you again
how much you mean to me
and how dare I belong to you.
I’m so afraid
for all I have is your word
and I have to believe
until I see you again
whenever that will be
I need patience
something I don’t have
I drag you to far
not to fall apart
and see that I rip you into pieces
or just me?
I will wait
and wait
for you
for the only one
I ever loved
with all my heart
then
and now.
Somehow
for I don’t know why.
I just know.
That I want to feel you
again.
I want to hold you
again.
I want to kiss you
again.
Until I know
that you are the only one.
Forever.

Please don’t abuse me.

Beautiful disaster – Kelly Clarkson

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
it’s so hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby hold me tight

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster