I just want to pray, this time, to give me patience my god. Please give me the patience to to wait and to do the right thing. I want to wait for real love. I want to wait for you to tell me that it’s okay. And if you don’t want this love, please help me to get through it. And if you want this love, please help me to get to him. I’m not good with love but you are, so please help me to do what you want me to do. I love you my god and I want to do it for you and not for me, as I promised that long time ago.