Rosen im Schnee

Liebe ist wie wildes Wasser
Das sich durch Felsen zwängt
Liebe ist so wie ein Messer
Das Dir im Herzen brennt
Sie ist süß, und sie ist bitter
Ein Sturm, Wind und ein Hauch
Für mich ist sie eine Rose
Für Dich ein Dornenstrauch

Wer nie weint und niemals trauert
Der weiß auch nichts vom Glück
Wer nur sucht, was ewig dauert
Versäumt den Augenblick
Wer nie nimmt, kann auch nicht geben
Und wer sein Leben lang
Immer Angst hat vor dem Sterben
Fängt nie zu Leben an

Wenn Du denkst, du bist verlassen
Und kein Weg führt aus der Nacht
Fängst Du an, die Welt zu hassen
Die nur and’re glücklich macht
Doch vergiss nicht, an dem Zweig dort
Der im Schnee beinah‘ erfror
Blüht im Frühjahr eine Rose
So schön wie nie zuvor
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dance in the rain

„Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass… It’s about learning to dance in the rain.“
— Vivian Greene

Save tonight – Eagle Eye Cherry

Go on and close the curtains
Cause all we need is candle light
You and me and a bottle of wine
Going to hold you tonight
Well we know I’m going away
And how I wish, I wish it weren’t so
So take this wine and drink with me
Let’s delay our misery

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

There’s a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away it’s true
It ain’t easy to say goodbye
Darling please don’t start to cry
Cause girl you know I’ve got to go, oh
Lord I wish it wasn’t so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I, that I could stay
Girl you know I’ve got to go, oh
Lord I wish it wasn’t so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I’ll be gone

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Song of my life,
for all I ever get is one night
before he’s gone
and he will never come back.

So save the night for me
leave the memories in my heart.
Cause I will never forget you
and how it felt
to lie next to you.

Save the night
before day is coming.

sleep?

How can there be sleep, when the night is full of tears?

Coldplay – Fix you

Weil man manchmal einfach nur träumen kann,
damit Herzen heilen
und Licht die Dunkelheit hell macht.

Weil Hoffnung manchmal einfach wahr werden muss,
damit Leben zurück kehrt
und Glück die Traurigkeit verjagt.

Weil machmal das Leben am Besten weiß was dir gut tut,
damit Liebe entsteht
und auf ewig währt.

learning how to swim

I don’t need a man to acknowledge myself as a women!
Now I am going to learn how to swim and then I will not drown anymore!

broken

between hope and despair

Between hope and despair
is where I am.
I’m waiting
waiting for you.
Ever since I left you
I was waiting for you to come
and hold me.
Take me
with you.
But you never came.
Because I never saw
that you never left me
really
I was blind
Now I’m waiting.
Again
for a word
just to hear your beautiful voice
and all I see is your word
every word.
I’m carving for more
but I know there is no more.
There is only
what you give me.
It has to be enough
for I am losing you again
if I want more
I’m longing for your touch
for your lips
your incredible kiss
but there is your life
and mine
which are in the way.
Is there hope
for being with you
once again?
Or will I die
waiting for something that cannot be achieved?
I will wait
because losing you again
may never be an option again.
I don’t want to live without you anymore.
I see so much more
in your eyes
in your life.
I see your beauty
and all the goodness
in your soul
for all that I never saw before.
And I am so afraid
that I can never show you again
how much you mean to me
and how dare I belong to you.
I’m so afraid
for all I have is your word
and I have to believe
until I see you again
whenever that will be
I need patience
something I don’t have
I drag you to far
not to fall apart
and see that I rip you into pieces
or just me?
I will wait
and wait
for you
for the only one
I ever loved
with all my heart
then
and now.
Somehow
for I don’t know why.
I just know.
That I want to feel you
again.
I want to hold you
again.
I want to kiss you
again.
Until I know
that you are the only one.
Forever.

Please don’t abuse me.

Beautiful disaster – Kelly Clarkson

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
it’s so hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby hold me tight

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster

decision

„One of the hardest decisions that you will ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or to try harder.“